helloooo welcome to the page dedicated to what's probably the most esoteric part of my identity: my inhumanity! i've known of my lack of humanity for at least 5 years (likely for way longer, just didn't have a word to put to it then) and started to understand the fictionkin aspect of it around 2023. i don't know if i'll have individual pages for every single identity on here, but i do plan to make one for each of my IDs eventually at the very least. further rambles about more kinnie shit below if you're interested

being a spiritual fictionkin has become the forefront of my identity. i don't doubt that i'm otherkin in some more general way, but i have yet to find a label that i like. for now, i just like being referred to as what i was in these other lives as opposed to a human. "shape girl, toon, pippins" is a series of words you've probably seen a few different times on this site, if you're not new around here.

my plurality probably also has something to do with it, but honestly i stopped seperating my "introject" identity from my "fictionkin" identity a long time ago. came free when i realized my plurality wasn't Entirely Medical with the help of my therapist. i existed in these places at one point and now i exist here but a lot of the old "mes" are depicted fictonally?? here?? for some reason. Cool bro

unlike on my old alterhuman page, on my old website, i have the balls now to say that i'm usually not fond of doubles. twinkins. dupes. whatever word you subscribe to. after letting one really god awful person walk all over me and several others push my boundaries considerably, i don't have any interest in putting aside my own comfort to interact with someone because other people think it's "unreasonable" or "cringe" or whatver. you can exist, but percieving another version of "me" feels KINDA WEIRD! EVEN CONSIDERING MULTIVERSE THEORY, WHICH I SUBSCRIBE TO! and i would rather avoid that feeling.

p.s. it's nuts that confettiguts is so thoroughly logged on the internet archive. i can't believe that many people cared about my dumb little personal site.